life as i used to know it

Am I going crazy? Probably not. At best having a nervous breakdown due to stress. At worst having a nervous breakdown due to stress. Or, at worst the beginnings of a migraine due to stress. I feel fine for a maybe half an hour to an hour and then I feel very dizzy and nauseaus. That lasts for about the same amount of time. I've been feeling this way for 4 days now. The symptoms started with a horrible headache that would not go away. Then the dizziness set in followed by stomach cramps and diarrhea. Perhaps it is just a bout of flu. One can only hope or guess. I will et the doctor take a gander...

My stress:

moving: I have to move in 17 days and I have yet to find an apartment. Ahhhhhhhh. Sigh? Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhh (that is my sigh)...

WORK: simply put. Here's the deal. I want to go to school, probably for education. At this point in time I am waiting to find out what, if any, financial aid I will get so I can step down from my asst. manager position and go to school full time. I wouldn't mind cashiering 3-4 days a week. I need this or something like it. I really appreciate my employer and they have been good to me, but I am starting to get unappreciative and very very stressed out. School will be a great step for me to do something I am called to do instead of doing something that I am smart enough but over qualified to do. Catch my drift? I am tired of being a manager and feeling like I am going nowhere. I fear that I have a horrible pattern of not sticking to a job. I wish this were easy for me.

Car: what the fuck? Apartment stress comes well before car stress, so I am going to cease the worry on this one for at least 17 days...

Sigh. Live and let god. Time is my best friend and I need to let time help me out.

Off to the doctor for now...